I sometimes get really sad about people not being in my life anymore. I really miss some of the friends I used to have, before things got weird or mean-hearted.
I really just wish things hadn’t changed/people didn’t change the way they did. And I don’t have regrets at all, because it would be silly to constantly agonise over ever decision I’ve ever made, but it doesn’t stop that friendship from having existed. And that’s kinda sad.
But yeah, everyone who isn’t in my life now has chosen to not be part of it, in one way or another so I can’t get too beat up over it. And the vast majority of them turned out to be complete arseholes anyway so this post is entirely irrelevant.
I guess I’m just tired and feeling nostalgic.
I’m still vegan, and I’m still sober and that’s still not changing. I wish people would stop taking the piss out of me too and maybe try being a wee tiny bit supportive of me making decisions to make myself healthier and happier.
Tonight I went to one of the loveliest wedding receptions I’ve ever been to. It was on the Tall Ship in Glasgow and it had a full swing/jive band, absolutely incredible. I’m knackered now and my hair is even messier than usual, I danced out my curls 💃 Happy Wedding Day, Gillian and Pete!
Take sides. Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented.Elie Wiesel (via dangerouswitnesses)
I will love you if you don’t marry me.
I will love you if you marry someone else and I will love you if you have a child, and I will love you if you have two children, or three children, or even more, although I personally think three is plenty, and I will love you if you never marry at all, and never have children, and spend your years wishing you had married me after all, and I must say that on late, cold nights I prefer this scenario out of all the scenarios I have mentioned.
That is how I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way.Lemony Snicket (via rarararambles)
Silver Tongues by Amy Earles, pencils
I hate job hunting. I always end up feeling entirely useless. If anyone knows of any jobs going in/around Glasgow please let me know. I’ll buy you a cake.