The futile outweighs the beautiful.

Bethany. 20. Glasgow, Scotland. I work in a bookshop. I study politics and social policy. I adore Say Anything and I wish I was Zatanna Zatara. The only thing I've ever consistently wanted is to move to Canada. Anywhere will do.

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Alkaline Trio | Calling All Skeletons

Here it is again yet it stings like the first time
Seems it never ends, double nickels on your dime
I thought we were friends, I guess it just depends who you ask
These feelings tend to leave me with a hole in my chest

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Went out on Tuesday for Slam Dunk, got home 20 minutes ago and I only spent £25. I am terrifyingly amazing.

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Okay I’m staying with Ritchie. He’s sound. And I get to see Ali, yay!

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I ran out of Tia Maria and have been drinking whatever is in this flask. It’s now gone. I’m pure looking forward to tonight. And I better catch Cancer Bats too this time or I’ll be raging. Okay, byeee, I’m away to see my favourite bands and stuff again. Yiss.

I ran out of Tia Maria and have been drinking whatever is in this flask. It’s now gone. I’m pure looking forward to tonight. And I better catch Cancer Bats too this time or I’ll be raging. Okay, byeee, I’m away to see my favourite bands and stuff again. Yiss.

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Seriously wish I was Zatanna.

Seriously wish I was Zatanna.

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I don’t know what I’m more excited about tonight - hanging out with Kim, getting a Fab ice lolly, or seeing Say Anything.

(It’s definitely Say Anything, but the other things are cool too.)

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From now on I give up on trying to be pals with people. Maybe it’s because I try too hard, I dunno. But I refuse to keep being made to feel like a piece of shit so if you want to be my pal then just be my pal. I won’t be fannying about after anyone any more. 

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I just went into my bag. Things drunk Bethany finds and takes home with her - a book of 1st class stamps, a really tiny knitted hat and a registration plate. Only one of these things are of use to me.

I just went into my bag. Things drunk Bethany finds and takes home with her - a book of 1st class stamps, a really tiny knitted hat and a registration plate. Only one of these things are of use to me.

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precipitates:

shall i compare thee to a summer’s day

thou art sweaty and warm and disgusting please go away

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Really looking forward to this today.

Really looking forward to this today.

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I’m being so annoying that even William won’t talk to me any more. So upset.

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